My Heros i ment My Heroines

i have none i look up to me which means im lookin dwn which also means im goin no were

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Film)

Emocore Beauty

i feel safest in the dark cryin because he broke me heart i kinda love da feelin of pain and depresion and dark side i gotta obbesion wit skeltons but dnt think ima deomon worshipin freak cus im not im jus a depressing pesmestic fuker who lives for nunen but love even doe it hurt so bad i keep cumin back because da pain feel so good but it hurt u gotta understand dat im weak n i loved to be controled by the oppiste sex naw i anit stupid im jus inlove wit the pain bein in love brings .......bring me some light ....ill love u if u bring me back ..

A Ministering Angel Shall My Sister Be

~Now~
~Then~

~Then Again~

My first love,my sister,my best friend i really miss her so but its fine cus we soon takein over the world ...i don't think they ready for us though....she broke my heart many of times n pissed me off more times den i can count but i love her and can't wait to soon see her but she's beautiful and obiously have an eye for beauty heres a few photos she took i love them were takeing over this world im modeling and she gone b the photographer,,,,im modelin cus thier isn't much i kw how to do or live for i live for love beauty fashion and my Lord...him comeing first as always..but im ramblein i can go on forever about nothing so ima leave at i love you sis we got it .......yea she took these...

~Beautiful Sunset~

~My cuzin..dem fukers in love~

~Beautiful~

~Im the bum on da bence lol n yes i was really sleep~

me n men

i've learned the hard way that when men are nice to u when they want sumen if only i had a father to tell me dat i wudnt b so damn fuked up n da head n so love less n seekin it n anyone who look my way i always wanted a guy tjat was bigger den men a protecter so i can have that false sence of surcurity my daddy didnt give me ...i wudnt be such a whore if he was der to scare away the guys dat didnt want nunen but sex ...who ever reallly loved me ..not i ...not him him him him him him him him nor him.At skool i herd his mother died n i felt for him cus he was der for me everytime i was dwn everytime i had a bad day at skool i went to him so i trusted him this was everyday four years i grew n learned from what he told me i grew to love n respect him n dat last year he saw me at da store i trusted him so i tuk dat ride...didnt kw it was to his hotel to fuk me of course but ima big girl n he anit dat damn stupid so i wlked strait back home he didt kw were i stayed he hit me up on da book to ask was happen to me n da rest is history dis guy was like a father to me but he jus wanted to fuk me ...

shhhhhh

i seacreatly love her (no homo shit like dat)but i love her be cause she kw who she is and who she wanna b and what shes's liven,,, for she has beauty and brasins all i ever wanted...and her shit togetha n dats one thang i dnt she's all around beautiful no shes not fashion model beautiful but shes the girl next door i love my best friend beautiful...she;s everything im not and everything i wanna b dnt get me wrong i love me but im like a classless version of her and she go get wat she wants while i sit around and wait for it to happen but hey when u do nunen for a long period of time sumone asking you to do sumthing is one of the hardest thing on earth ,,,, ima get better doe slowly but surely

Never Was A HERO

all i wanted to do is b a hero all i eva wondered n life was y is der so much pain n da world wen i was younger i thought i cud change it i was so sesitve i cried wen i saw fights becuse i wonder y dey wud wanna hurt sumbdy n y dey was so mean to each other now dat im 18 i still dnt kw y i never can get dat mad even if i wanted to i always cryed wen sumone screamed at me it hurt me ive been called a crybaby i jus was sad cus i had to witness all da hate n pain da world plp told me der story n i cried bcause i saw n felt der pain dey held n side i jus wanted to reach nto der soul n take all da pain away n i kw if u take all da pain sumwere it will have to go sumwere i wu take it all i will suffer wit it nside me jus to see everybody happy n ive noticed dat dat sounds like sumone i kw n dats Jesus he's already done wat ive ben tryna do my whole life n dats b a hero to everyone n anyone dat had pain nside dem but i noticed dat i dnt have dat kind of power all i eva wated to see happyness bet u like how cud sumbdy b so sensitive how cud sumbdy not wen i love sumbdy i love hard n wit all i got i never hold back so now i see myself wishin i cud play God im not a hero i jus wish i was i wish i cud take all da pain 4m da world away but never will i ever have dat power i bared dis cross 4 so long n its heavy im ready to let it go never will i ever b a hero myb jus mayb i learn to pray n give thanx to da reall hero i jus want da pain of and n da world to end!!!