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i seacreatly love her (no homo shit like dat)but i love her be cause she kw who she is and who she wanna b and what shes's liven,,, for she has beauty and brasins all i ever wanted...and her shit togetha n dats one thang i dnt she's all around beautiful no shes not fashion model beautiful but shes the girl next door i love my best friend beautiful...she;s everything im not and everything i wanna b dnt get me wrong i love me but im like a classless version of her and she go get wat she wants while i sit around and wait for it to happen but hey when u do nunen for a long period of time sumone asking you to do sumthing is one of the hardest thing on earth ,,,, ima get better doe slowly but surely

Never Was A HERO

all i wanted to do is b a hero all i eva wondered n life was y is der so much pain n da world wen i was younger i thought i cud change it i was so sesitve i cried wen i saw fights becuse i wonder y dey wud wanna hurt sumbdy n y dey was so mean to each other now dat im 18 i still dnt kw y i never can get dat mad even if i wanted to i always cryed wen sumone screamed at me it hurt me ive been called a crybaby i jus was sad cus i had to witness all da hate n pain da world plp told me der story n i cried bcause i saw n felt der pain dey held n side i jus wanted to reach nto der soul n take all da pain away n i kw if u take all da pain sumwere it will have to go sumwere i wu take it all i will suffer wit it nside me jus to see everybody happy n ive noticed dat dat sounds like sumone i kw n dats Jesus he's already done wat ive ben tryna do my whole life n dats b a hero to everyone n anyone dat had pain nside dem but i noticed dat i dnt have dat kind of power all i eva wated to see happyness bet u like how cud sumbdy b so sensitive how cud sumbdy not wen i love sumbdy i love hard n wit all i got i never hold back so now i see myself wishin i cud play God im not a hero i jus wish i was i wish i cud take all da pain 4m da world away but never will i ever have dat power i bared dis cross 4 so long n its heavy im ready to let it go never will i ever b a hero myb jus mayb i learn to pray n give thanx to da reall hero i jus want da pain of and n da world to end!!!

FInding My self FInding the shawdows

LOVE ME!!!!!

So im moveing before long and im going to miss a select few my family of course my mama she always needed my help and now its time for me to stand on my own this is a choice its not like im forced to go but i know i need to grow and become a better Re'gine' but i want to say for one reason till the summer is over is for my boyfriend but i can't just stay here for him doing nothing .....he wanted me to go to school with him and start a family while he's in college but that was that new love talking and i'm glad he told me that because the llove i had for him encouraged me to graduate high school and become somebody he told me to PROMISE i will go to college and i will keep that promise for sure he made me better he belive in me more then i beive in myself doe we argue alot i kw he's loves me for just that i applied and got into the college he attends but i would be just going for him and thats never a good reason to go to school just because you're in love i kw in my heart the love is gone last so i don't mind going away and growing up i need that.........mwahhh kisses to you my babe!

I Just love crop topsIt's Hot this summer Ex short shorts in heels makes the legs look longer!!

Make up is always BOLD! Dressed down the look with some old sneaks!!

MOnekey C Monkey Lisa CLimbing Trees extraordinary shot!!!!

Fashionista in training even thought she hates my style...but she loves black!!!!She hated that shirt because the slevees were too puffy but i love that shirt!!!My mama was fiina get ride of these and i snatched em up!!!

I LOVE HIM

ok so today is not that great im slowly giveing up on this guy but the love i have for him will not allow me to do such a thing were better toghether then futher apart (go that from big brother breakin my heart) and it works best for my situation its like he dnt understand me i'm a crybaby yes im dramatic yes but his mistake was tellin me he loved me becus i belive him i have no dought in my heart that he loves me but hes afraid of something ...im the type of person that lives for love loves means the most to me cus its free but its harder to come by then a million buck except from the lord of course my unk gave me this long spech bout how i shudnt have to ask if this guy loves but he shud show it but he's afraid of something and i have yet to kw what it is....the story continues forever becausei love him and im not giveing up on himm i gotta feeling alot of his old girlfriends have but when i look into his eyes i feel loved like i said earlier when we apart he's mean to me but when were together he treats me like a queen of course we have i silly stupid moments when we mess with each other but it's fun it's real i kw who he is but there is alot i have yet to learn.......