Wednesday, September 8, 2010

A Ministering Angel Shall My Sister Be

~Now~
~Then~

~Then Again~

My first love,my sister,my best friend i really miss her so but its fine cus we soon takein over the world ...i don't think they ready for us though....she broke my heart many of times n pissed me off more times den i can count but i love her and can't wait to soon see her but she's beautiful and obiously have an eye for beauty heres a few photos she took i love them were takeing over this world im modeling and she gone b the photographer,,,,im modelin cus thier isn't much i kw how to do or live for i live for love beauty fashion and my Lord...him comeing first as always..but im ramblein i can go on forever about nothing so ima leave at i love you sis we got it .......yea she took these...

~Beautiful Sunset~

~My cuzin..dem fukers in love~

~Beautiful~

~Im the bum on da bence lol n yes i was really sleep~

Monday, August 30, 2010

me n men

i've learned the hard way that when men are nice to u when they want sumen if only i had a father to tell me dat i wudnt b so damn fuked up n da head n so love less n seekin it n anyone who look my way i always wanted a guy tjat was bigger den men a protecter so i can have that false sence of surcurity my daddy didnt give me ...i wudnt be such a whore if he was der to scare away the guys dat didnt want nunen but sex ...who ever reallly loved me ..not i ...not him him him him him him him him nor him.At skool i herd his mother died n i felt for him cus he was der for me everytime i was dwn everytime i had a bad day at skool i went to him so i trusted him this was everyday four years i grew n learned from what he told me i grew to love n respect him n dat last year he saw me at da store i trusted him so i tuk dat ride...didnt kw it was to his hotel to fuk me of course but ima big girl n he anit dat damn stupid so i wlked strait back home he didt kw were i stayed he hit me up on da book to ask was happen to me n da rest is history dis guy was like a father to me but he jus wanted to fuk me ...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

shhhhhh

i seacreatly love her (no homo shit like dat)but i love her be cause she kw who she is and who she wanna b and what shes's liven,,, for she has beauty and brasins all i ever wanted...and her shit togetha n dats one thang i dnt she's all around beautiful no shes not fashion model beautiful but shes the girl next door i love my best friend beautiful...she;s everything im not and everything i wanna b dnt get me wrong i love me but im like a classless version of her and she go get wat she wants while i sit around and wait for it to happen but hey when u do nunen for a long period of time sumone asking you to do sumthing is one of the hardest thing on earth ,,,, ima get better doe slowly but surely

Never Was A HERO

all i wanted to do is b a hero all i eva wondered n life was y is der so much pain n da world wen i was younger i thought i cud change it i was so sesitve i cried wen i saw fights becuse i wonder y dey wud wanna hurt sumbdy n y dey was so mean to each other now dat im 18 i still dnt kw y i never can get dat mad even if i wanted to i always cryed wen sumone screamed at me it hurt me ive been called a crybaby i jus was sad cus i had to witness all da hate n pain da world plp told me der story n i cried bcause i saw n felt der pain dey held n side i jus wanted to reach nto der soul n take all da pain away n i kw if u take all da pain sumwere it will have to go sumwere i wu take it all i will suffer wit it nside me jus to see everybody happy n ive noticed dat dat sounds like sumone i kw n dats Jesus he's already done wat ive ben tryna do my whole life n dats b a hero to everyone n anyone dat had pain nside dem but i noticed dat i dnt have dat kind of power all i eva wated to see happyness bet u like how cud sumbdy b so sensitive how cud sumbdy not wen i love sumbdy i love hard n wit all i got i never hold back so now i see myself wishin i cud play God im not a hero i jus wish i was i wish i cud take all da pain 4m da world away but never will i ever have dat power i bared dis cross 4 so long n its heavy im ready to let it go never will i ever b a hero myb jus mayb i learn to pray n give thanx to da reall hero i jus want da pain of and n da world to end!!!

Monday, July 12, 2010

Bored But Beautiful..





ok yall ima mke this kwik cus a niggaa high as hell today was boreig went with my cuzzin to the park but i stll looked god VAIN I KW

Saturday, July 10, 2010

What Do She Have On????

















when i comes to fashion i don't follow any rules if i feel like were strips with poca dots thats what i will have on but my style is girly with a hard bipolar edge , cute but firce






FInding My self FInding the shawdows



LOVE ME!!!!!




So im moveing before long and im going to miss a select few my family of course my mama she always needed my help and now its time for me to stand on my own this is a choice its not like im forced to go but i know i need to grow and become a better Re'gine' but i want to say for one reason till the summer is over is for my boyfriend but i can't just stay here for him doing nothing .....he wanted me to go to school with him and start a family while he's in college but that was that new love talking and i'm glad he told me that because the llove i had for him encouraged me to graduate high school and become somebody he told me to PROMISE i will go to college and i will keep that promise for sure he made me better he belive in me more then i beive in myself doe we argue alot i kw he's loves me for just that i applied and got into the college he attends but i would be just going for him and thats never a good reason to go to school just because you're in love i kw in my heart the love is gone last so i don't mind going away and growing up i need that.........mwahhh kisses to you my babe!


I Just love crop topsIt's Hot this summer Ex short shorts in heels makes the legs look longer!!
Make up is always BOLD! Dressed down the look with some old sneaks!!
MOnekey C Monkey Lisa CLimbing Trees extraordinary shot!!!!
Fashionista in training even thought she hates my style...but she loves black!!!!She hated that shirt because the slevees were too puffy but i love that shirt!!!My mama was fiina get ride of these and i snatched em up!!!