some thoughts

damn i got dandruff like a muthafuka y blog dis idk i jus write dwn what comes out n dats what came thogh it got nunen to do what im bout to tlk about uhhhh...so man i find myself tryna fakk inlove with any and everybody the last post i figrued dat out but my bruh bruh reinsured me of what i already knew im very selfcentered so im well aware of my self so i kw im n da healin process so now dick for me is off limet cus i fukied uo n confuse lust wit love so im tryna find me again learn to fall in love wit me again ...uhh dats it for now i decided not to write everything on fb my family thinks im fukin phyco shid maybe i am but i kw im fukin missunderstood by most plp but the plp that embrace my diffrences fall in love wit me everyone else jus fear what de dnt kw shid fine by me cus i grow attached to plpto kwik n if dey do me wrong i cry for a long time so im startin to ramble so ill end it here...wish i had a blunt

kwit fukin me deep bitch

i jus imagaine how betta i cuda been if i had ur love if i was never forced to get fuked by him him and him if u loved me the way i neeedded to i only felt love when i felt the dick in me see i fuked up and confused love wit sex i wanna dick but hurt so bad i wanted love so much but it hurt so bad sumen i want so much shud neva hurt dis bad .....u were the first man to break my heart i cant do nunen bout it nitha can u but u dnt deserve me u forgot to love me so u wont here from me till my heart is healed....u got that power that i refuse to give to any other guythe power to keep me from movein on the power of self destrution they say shudnt blame u n rise above yo faults ...

BitterSweet Beauty

who the world wants me to be/who i wanna be

I never said it!

jus in case i never said it i love you i love you for bein there for me n bein tough on me when the world jus gave up! jus n case i never said it thanx for lovein me back thanx for bein there when no one else was around thanx for bein the one that was there when i looked back and every one else was gone .....jus n case i never said it i know im hell n i kw im not perfect im depressing n self destructive jus n case i never said thanx for rensurein me that i am as awsome as God has made me and i thank God for blessing me whit ur presence for im unworhty of ur love but yet u loved me anyway jus incase i never said it i love u and thanks for all u've done im eternally n ur debt ! love u always n forever n never forget it !

My Heros i ment My Heroines

i have none i look up to me which means im lookin dwn which also means im goin no were

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Film)

Emocore Beauty

i feel safest in the dark cryin because he broke me heart i kinda love da feelin of pain and depresion and dark side i gotta obbesion wit skeltons but dnt think ima deomon worshipin freak cus im not im jus a depressing pesmestic fuker who lives for nunen but love even doe it hurt so bad i keep cumin back because da pain feel so good but it hurt u gotta understand dat im weak n i loved to be controled by the oppiste sex naw i anit stupid im jus inlove wit the pain bein in love brings .......bring me some light ....ill love u if u bring me back ..