BitterSweet Beauty

who the world wants me to be/who i wanna be

I never said it!

jus in case i never said it i love you i love you for bein there for me n bein tough on me when the world jus gave up! jus n case i never said it thanx for lovein me back thanx for bein there when no one else was around thanx for bein the one that was there when i looked back and every one else was gone .....jus n case i never said it i know im hell n i kw im not perfect im depressing n self destructive jus n case i never said thanx for rensurein me that i am as awsome as God has made me and i thank God for blessing me whit ur presence for im unworhty of ur love but yet u loved me anyway jus incase i never said it i love u and thanks for all u've done im eternally n ur debt ! love u always n forever n never forget it !

My Heros i ment My Heroines

i have none i look up to me which means im lookin dwn which also means im goin no were

Kanye West - Runaway (Full-length Film)

Emocore Beauty

i feel safest in the dark cryin because he broke me heart i kinda love da feelin of pain and depresion and dark side i gotta obbesion wit skeltons but dnt think ima deomon worshipin freak cus im not im jus a depressing pesmestic fuker who lives for nunen but love even doe it hurt so bad i keep cumin back because da pain feel so good but it hurt u gotta understand dat im weak n i loved to be controled by the oppiste sex naw i anit stupid im jus inlove wit the pain bein in love brings .......bring me some light ....ill love u if u bring me back ..

A Ministering Angel Shall My Sister Be

~Now~
~Then~

~Then Again~

My first love,my sister,my best friend i really miss her so but its fine cus we soon takein over the world ...i don't think they ready for us though....she broke my heart many of times n pissed me off more times den i can count but i love her and can't wait to soon see her but she's beautiful and obiously have an eye for beauty heres a few photos she took i love them were takeing over this world im modeling and she gone b the photographer,,,,im modelin cus thier isn't much i kw how to do or live for i live for love beauty fashion and my Lord...him comeing first as always..but im ramblein i can go on forever about nothing so ima leave at i love you sis we got it .......yea she took these...

~Beautiful Sunset~

~My cuzin..dem fukers in love~

~Beautiful~

~Im the bum on da bence lol n yes i was really sleep~

me n men

i've learned the hard way that when men are nice to u when they want sumen if only i had a father to tell me dat i wudnt b so damn fuked up n da head n so love less n seekin it n anyone who look my way i always wanted a guy tjat was bigger den men a protecter so i can have that false sence of surcurity my daddy didnt give me ...i wudnt be such a whore if he was der to scare away the guys dat didnt want nunen but sex ...who ever reallly loved me ..not i ...not him him him him him him him him nor him.At skool i herd his mother died n i felt for him cus he was der for me everytime i was dwn everytime i had a bad day at skool i went to him so i trusted him this was everyday four years i grew n learned from what he told me i grew to love n respect him n dat last year he saw me at da store i trusted him so i tuk dat ride...didnt kw it was to his hotel to fuk me of course but ima big girl n he anit dat damn stupid so i wlked strait back home he didt kw were i stayed he hit me up on da book to ask was happen to me n da rest is history dis guy was like a father to me but he jus wanted to fuk me ...