Thursday, September 19, 2013

huh

im writeing to tell you goodbye your so pretty u so sexy u feel so damn good to me but ur no good ur a bitch u jus smell good ur a bitch u ruiend my fukin life thats what i get for love you ur self destructing ur fukin insane ur fukin off da chain im woth homso i wont love u i really dmt ur jus here here for now bit i fuked up i promised him i wudnt do it n look wat i went n did i cant do it for him if u do it for him then dnt stop do it for yourself..but ima mo fukin body a bitch a cry baby a whore ur absolutely noting but im every thing cus i saod i wudnt settle my thoughts spilling now fuk it i cant keep up with wat im writeimg im high so wat enjoy bit im tryna say hood bye but i got a big as bag n im not dat hogh yet bit yea if i decide if i wanna be a crack head ill write a book ill do it jus to see if i can stop

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Sunday, July 21, 2013

stay focused

Now can i actully live life without giveing a fuk .i didnt do dis shit my self u helped me but my mama thought mey stepdaddy mama thought me better so i decided to give a fuk cus my happines depended on it if im happy ur happy n u make me happy so i gotta be next to with u not away frm im scared ill becum a crackhead n start sellin my body with out u cus my mama said it was ok

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

love me

daddy was never der he was a crack head but i hered he loved me the most he has the beautiful one tatted on his chest in front of his heart for me i guess he love or was it jus his ego cus i looked jus like him..i dnt kno him but i kno i love him..my mama she loves me but wont admit it becus of how her mama treated her...but i love her more then life ...every boy that ever claimed to have loved me broke my heart i had no friends no one gets me its kinda hard to love yourself when no one else do or atleaast show it

suicide watch

i wish i was dead then they will love me thats all i want i want quit i want peace i want it all to stand still i want it all to end no more me n ill be in heaven if i survie but if i end it ill go to hell slice my wrist slice my thort jump off the biggest bridge with a cement block attched to it they dont understand they never will of how hard my heart broke i feel nothing i cant hear nothing the smile is sinester im happy cus i love that pain of hate of greed of anger of death of darkness of not knowing if god is really real i dnt know he not here to touch my heart to make it warm like it once was im stupid im ugly im selfish no one will ever love me after death there is nothing so u have to steal kill lie decive n hate n fuk everyone while ur hear...ur here to stay to eitha die or survive but ion see dat happening im blind i cant see i cant here i want u i me i want it

Thursday, July 5, 2012